wHat dO3s iT meAn?!?!? 0.o

I've been wondering what that dream I published last time. Before I just thought of it as just a random dream that had no reason to it. Then Mr. Lahana the meany wouldn't let me leave it at that. He kept saying that there is no such thing as a random dream and that every dream had a meaning. So I guess I have to make up some reason for my dream, even if it's doesn't make sense. I think my dream was expressing the differences between my mom and I. Well if you read about my dream then you would probably be wondering how in the world did messing up fried eggs and knitting white socks get to your relationship with your mom? I would've never even come up with that idea if the meany didn't help me. When he explained it to me though I understood the connection. Well basically when Erick messed up the eggs she overreacted but I was just wondering why was my mom acting like that? I mean like she was yelling that he had to pay a fine for messing up the eggs! Who does that? That is pretty much how it's always like between us. She always overreacts over every little things like missing a single dish when washing the dishes. Once my sister did that and she got grounded for like a week. Even worse she always lecture people nonstop for hour saying the same thing. To me she's a little crazy, not even going to lie about that. She believes that when your a kid, your whole time should be concentrated on schoolwork and homework. I don't even think she believes in fun. She never let's me out just to hang out unless I do a whole bunch of chores and even after that sometimes I still can't go out. Errrr I think I just lost my point. So back to the dream and what this has to do with any of that. I guess the dream is showing that while my mom overreacts over everything I'm more like a person who let's things slide. Yeaaa... does that make any sense? Do you see how it connects to the dream? If you don't too bad because I don't how to phrase it any other way. That was only the first part of the dream though. The second part of my dream I'm still not sure about. Mr. Lahana said that it might mean that people like Brian makes me feel comfortable. That people like him make me comfortable enough to do things I usually don't do because in the dream I put on the scarf but in reality I dont wear scarfs at all. They make me feel like I'm trapped and I guess a little clusterfobic. Is this true? I dont know but I think I do feel more comfortable with Brian than I do with Erick. I wonder if my interpretation of my dream has anything to do with what the dream really meant. If it doesn't at least I tried. But in the end I still don't understand what the whole I knit white socks was about. I still think that that was just a random thing that came out of no where no matter what Mr. Lahaa says. HAHAHA!!!!

erRrrR w3irD dReAmZ

A couple of days ago I had the weirdest dream ever! At first I was in my kitchen and Erick was frying eggs. Somehow he messed them up and my mom got really mad. The egg had twwo yolks and was gooey everywhere. The goo looked a little like oil. She started screaming about how Erick was going to have to pay a fine. While this was happening in my head I'm just wondering why would he have to pay a fine? Just because he cant fry eggs right? Then because my mom kept yelling Erick got mad. My mom kept talking to someone saying " Ohhh he messed up the eggs he's going to have to pay to learn his lesson. I let him fry eggs but now that he messed them up he wants to get all mad." Soon after this the setting changed. I was in my room with Brian cutting yarn. He held out the yarn while I cut it for him. While I was looking for the scissors he said the weirdest thing that I thought I would never hear from him. He said something like," I knit socks." I must've looked at him like he was crazy because he added," White ones" like it was supposed to make everything make perfect sense. I stared at him for a little bit longer then continud looking for the scissors like he never said anything. I cut the yarn and suddely it became a scarf and I put it on, wrapping it around my neck. We talked a little more but I completely forgot what we talked about. Soon after, I woke up. Only after the dream was over did I realize how weird and impossible the whole thing was. When I was asleep I thought everything made perfect sense.

Dear Petland

Dear Petland,
I have heard that you have been not only been buying dogs from puppy mills, where they mistreat their animals in many ways but you've also been lying to your customers about it. Your customers trust you to tell them everything they need to know about the pets they are considering to buy. I think not telling the that you buy your dogs from puppy mills is a very big piece of information that you are hiding from them. Not only that you don't tell them voluntarily but when they ask about it you lie. In my point of view buying dogs and other pets from puppy mills and lying about it is just as evil as actually mistreating the dogs yourself. I think this because by buying the dogs from them you are kind of showing that you support their ways and telling them to keep doing what their doing. To them they will do anything to make money and if what they're doing is making them money they will continue to do it. Why buy dogs and puppies from puppy mills when you could help the shelter by taking them in? Then you could have people adopt them rather. This would really help the dogs and shelters a lot. Every year a lot of puppies and dogs are "put to sleep" which is another way of saying killed all because they don't have enough space for them in the shelter. The dogs are only put to sleep when they can't find homes for them. Well while you're selling dogs and making money you are also causing less people to adopt from shelters and also causing more dogs to be put to sleep every year. I truly think that you should stop buying from puppy mills. It is effecting dogs all over. If not your customers should at least know what they are buying which is a dog that was bought from a puppy mill where they were mistreated. They have the right to know. I've been wondering why you guys would lie about such a thing and I realized that you're probably scared that you would lose your customers if you told them the truth. What your doing is wrong though. Your customers should be allowed to decide whether they would like to buy what they are buying and you have no right to lie to them.

Teenage Doll Crisis the movie...

Animal ToRturErERs or just heartless

Animal cruelty can be a lot of things but to me it will all fall under one category: PLAIN EVIL! I know one thing about animal cruelty, and that is that only heartless people could just stand there and let it happen. Anyone with a heart wouldn't and couldn't neglect their pets when they cry for their help or train them to fight in battles where they will meet certain death eventually. Even if their pet survives that battle, there will soon be a battle that it cannot win and will die. When this happens the owner is only filled with remorse if wasting their time training what he thinks was a worthless dog. He doesn't think or even care that he just took away a life of a living animal. All he cares about is that he didn't win his bet and money. Soon after one pet dies he buys another taking time to research about his next victim to see if that one will be able to win him some money to survive. To me this is basically using a animal to get by with life without giving anything back, not even the slightest bit of attention when not beating him or her. Other forms of animal cruelty involve not feeding your pet, not taking it to the veterinarian, beating him or her physically, or neglecting him or her by locking her up in an environment not suitable for any pet. I'm sure there are many other forms of how these heartless people torture their pets but there are also ways that we can fight them or in other words stop animal cruelty. Hmmmmm now if only I could come up with some... I guess we can start by reporting the animal cruelty when we see it. We can also treat our own pets with the love and care it deserves to prevent it from spreading and also encourage others to do the same. Ehhhhh that's basically all I have right now but I'm sure you guys can use your own brains to come up with some more ways. Be creative! ;]

What haPPens aftER dEath?? a MysteRY O.o

I just listened to the song The Thief in the Night by Aceyalone. It's supposedly about death and what Aceyalone thinks that is gong to happen after people die. From what I understand, he thinks that after we die, everyone and everything, not just human beings but animals too, our energy from our bodies leaves our body and goes into another. I'm not sure if that makes any sense to you but to me I think he's saying that he believes in recarnation. We are born over and over again but we don't remember our last life. Over the years my mom has taught me the same thing. It's just that she says that depending on how we bahave during our current life, it decides what we become in our next. There are different consiquenses for your actions that I'm not really sure about. I think there was one where if you beat your kids and wife you will become a widow in your next or not have kids at all. I'm sure that there are many others that I will get back to you with them but I'm not sure right now. I know if you are good in your current life, you will be rich or something like that. My mom also said that if you are a guy and you mistreat people or does a lot of wrong things in your life you will become a woman in your next life. She says that being a guy is better because they don't have to give birth or any of the other stuff that girls have to. Then if you are really bad and commit a lot of sins, then you will become a animal or an insects. I guess animals and insects are bad because they get killed and hunted a lot by us humans. I'm pretty sure that being a human is one of the best things on the list of things you can be in my religions beliefs. The best thing you can be is sort of like a god or something. My mom believes that it works like this, after you die, you will be brought to this plae where they decide what you will be in your next life. You will go through a series of tests like whether you were generous, selfish, greedy a liar and things like that. Every test you past you get closer to the platform because you are on a bridge when you are taking this test. Below you are a pit of snakes that will torture you, not kill because you're already dead. If you fail one of these test then the bridge will brake and you will be left to plummet into the pit of snakes. If you make it all the way on the other hand you will go up to heaven and be with all the gods and stuff like that. Over the years I just accepted my mom's theory, but these last few days I have been wondering what I think happens. I mean there is no scientific proof that there is a heaven and everythin is supposed to have a scientifc explanation right? Then again there are a lot of things that we don't know about. I kept on contridicting myself. The world wouldn't be fair if people didn't have to pay for the things they did wrong right? In the end I decided that the only way to find out was to die but by that time it wouldn't matter anymore because you can't share that knowledge with anyone alive. Right now I'm still debating whether there is a heaven and if my mom's theory makes sense. Just in case though I'm being very good this life, I'm not taking any chances because I don't want to fall into no pit of snakes. I'm an angel! 0=] See the halo? My mom also said I was one of the angels last life. No lie.

What was I tHiNkinG?? SsoooooOO not Worth iT!

My aqua and playoff 8's!! Luv dem... XD


Isn't it weird how when your deciding whether you should buy something or not, at that moment the answer is always yes? You try to come up with reasons why you should get it and no matter how ridiculous the ideas are they make sense at that moment. Then when you get home, after it's too late to turn back, you start to have second thoughts. That is when you actually realize how stupid you were to ever think that those reasons made sense. Not only that but you also start to think of reasons why you shouldn't have bought it and start to regret spending your money on that thing that seemed so important to you only a hour ago. I don't know about you guys but this happens to me a lot and all the time. It happens so much that I'm nearly filled with remourse and regret. Well not really, I get over it really fast and I don't make that many mistakes in life... do I? Anyways I think the most expensive mistake I made was buying 2 pairs of the Jordan 8's. Yea I know it's not anything big because I lied I don't really buy a lot of things I regret. I usually stick to my decision when it comes to buying things. I don't really even really regret buying 2 pairs of Jordan 8's that much or at all. I like them both and they're different colors so they match with different clothes. So I guess I don't really regret buying any of the things I bought. Sometimes I wonder if my sister ever regrets buying some of the things she buys though. She shops a lot and changes her style all the time. Only months after buying something she stops wearing it and soon you find her wearing something with a different style. It's not long until she has a totally new wardrobe. I'm pretty sure she does regret buying a lot of her stuff. Right now she's got something with the gray going on. Everything she buys is basically gray right now. I bet it won't be soon before that changes too. I'll let you know when that happens and I have a feeling that it's not going to be that long from now.