Thursday, January 8, 2009

wHat dO3s iT meAn?!?!? 0.o


I've been wondering what that dream I published last time. Before I just thought of it as just a random dream that had no reason to it. Then Mr. Lahana the meany wouldn't let me leave it at that. He kept saying that there is no such thing as a random dream and that every dream had a meaning. So I guess I have to make up some reason for my dream, even if it's doesn't make sense. I think my dream was expressing the differences between my mom and I. Well if you read about my dream then you would probably be wondering how in the world did messing up fried eggs and knitting white socks get to your relationship with your mom? I would've never even come up with that idea if the meany didn't help me. When he explained it to me though I understood the connection. Well basically when Erick messed up the eggs she overreacted but I was just wondering why was my mom acting like that? I mean like she was yelling that he had to pay a fine for messing up the eggs! Who does that? That is pretty much how it's always like between us. She always overreacts over every little things like missing a single dish when washing the dishes. Once my sister did that and she got grounded for like a week. Even worse she always lecture people nonstop for hour saying the same thing. To me she's a little crazy, not even going to lie about that. She believes that when your a kid, your whole time should be concentrated on schoolwork and homework. I don't even think she believes in fun. She never let's me out just to hang out unless I do a whole bunch of chores and even after that sometimes I still can't go out. Errrr I think I just lost my point. So back to the dream and what this has to do with any of that. I guess the dream is showing that while my mom overreacts over everything I'm more like a person who let's things slide. Yeaaa... does that make any sense? Do you see how it connects to the dream? If you don't too bad because I don't how to phrase it any other way. That was only the first part of the dream though. The second part of my dream I'm still not sure about. Mr. Lahana said that it might mean that people like Brian makes me feel comfortable. That people like him make me comfortable enough to do things I usually don't do because in the dream I put on the scarf but in reality I dont wear scarfs at all. They make me feel like I'm trapped and I guess a little clusterfobic. Is this true? I dont know but I think I do feel more comfortable with Brian than I do with Erick. I wonder if my interpretation of my dream has anything to do with what the dream really meant. If it doesn't at least I tried. But in the end I still don't understand what the whole I knit white socks was about. I still think that that was just a random thing that came out of no where no matter what Mr. Lahaa says. HAHAHA!!!!

1 comment:

lahana said...

The "meany" agrees with your interpretation-- excellent job!! Obviously your mom just wants what's best for you...but sometimes it's hard for parents to balance protecting you with suffocating you...kinda like a scarf: wear it right, it comforts and protects. Wear it too tight, it strangles you.